My Explanation for Blogging

I am new to this, so please bare with me. I just figured I cannot be the only one out here with the same issues in their lives as I have. Letting go and trying to figure out where to draw the imaginary line that you shouldn't cross any more once your kids have become "adults". My kids have never let me know that they think there is a line, but in this Dr. Phil generation in which we live...I know there is one. That's one thing, and the other is my oh, so wonderful nephew that I love so much. I love all my niece's and nephew's, but B was born with Maple Syrup Urine Disease (MSUD) and our lives revolve around this horrible disease which there is no cure for. I also have a Daddy that is legally considered disabled, though I do not consider him that way. I am sure I'll be mentioning him as I will always be a Daddy's girl myself. I am close to my Mother as well. I am the only girl. I use to be close to my baby brother. I have an older brother that I have never been close to. Like I said about the Dr. Phil world we live in, Dr. Phil says that every child has a role that they play in the family. My older brother believes my role is the "perfect child", which I am most definately not. He just thinks my parents see me as that. I love him anyway. I am sure I sound crazy, you may be right! But only in the best possible way!